Nervous/Anxious

Today, I woke up this morning and took my Bio Ferro and Iron Plus tonics that I have left from Dr. Sebi package. Since those were the only products that I have left from the package, I cut the dose in half from each of the tonics to 1 tablespoons to make it last longer. I was told by the consultant that each of the tonics last about 5-7 days in the system and the capsules in the bottle lasts about approximately 14 days in the system. I also made a Bromide Plus Banana, Blueberry, Mango, and Kale smoothie with Hemp Milk. For Lunch at work, I ate a red pear and avocado with a cup of water.

Later on today, I went to the primary doctor that I was trying to schedule since 2 weeks ago. I was finally able to schedule an appointment. Today, all I did was filled out paperwork as a new patient. Remember, I lied and told them that I was recently diagnosed and I am in a panic mode and want to inquire about my CD4 and Viral load. I'm only doing this so I can keep monitoring my lab blood work since my other specialist wants me to come back in 3 months which would make it February and after I discontinued the Prescription Meds a little over a month ago. This particular Primary doctor seems a bit more up to date. Instead of me doing the usual by filling out a new patient form by paper, I did it on an electronic device.

The only thing I lied on that new patient form was when they asked any illness you have had in the past (HIV) and the medication you have taken in the past (Stribild). Sometimes you have to do what you have to do, If I told them the truth about those two things they would not have allowed me to make an appointment to get labs done. They would have asked me to probably talk to my other Specialist or wanted a referral. What people fail to realize is that having labs ordered especially for something like HIV to check a whole test panel of your CD4,Viral load count, and etc can be a bit costly for most insurance companies. That's why I think most of the Specialist wants to see you every 3 to 6 months after they have prescribed you the Prescription Meds until you become undetectable and to basically cut you loose afterwards. That's why it's always good to have other In-Network Primary doctors or Specialist to keep monitoring.

The only downfall, I realized today about doing that is spending more money. It's like I'm starting from scratch all over again with the process. I thought I was going to see a regular primary doctor that would just check to see if I'm negative or positive, but I realized I did tell them I was recently diagnosed so I have to see the second Specialist tomorrow to get blood drawn and spend like $50 like my first Specialist as a new patient again. But on the bright side, I get to see if I still have a viral load or not. I don't know how long it will take for the results, I just really hope it's good results. I mean, I feel so healthy right now as if I don't have it. It would be very deceiving to me if it goes left. To all of my readers out there, does that seem like a good sign, or sound like I'm at least close to being cured after taking the $375 package and two of the $1500 All Inclusive Package??