Saturday, December 31, 2016

(Recap) Been LIED to and DECEIVED!





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This week has been completely haywire dealing with my coworkers and life in general. Earlier this week, I decided to go to a different primary doctor this past Tuesday to go get regular blood work and urine culture done for STD's and etc because for a few months, I've been noticing some genital warts around the anal area. I'm guessing that ever since I started Dr. Sebi's cleaning Treatment everything seems to be coming to the surface. The doctor and her assistant there examined me. She was real cool and down to earth however, I was so embarrassed when I had to pull down my pants. You Guys I wanted to scream!!! Never again, will I have unprotected sex, if not at all.. This can not be life.. She prescribed me with Podofilox.....
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 I should receive my lab results sometime next week, that would let me know if I'm still positive or negative for HIV. That same day I wanted to swing on some of my coworkers because they are backstabbers and phony as hell. So, upon clocking out that day before going to the Primary doctor, the coworker that I got into it with about nutrition came and told me that quote on quote the White Folks were talking about my hygiene. He used the word B.O. (Body Odor) I was completely baffled because I know I take showers every day so I didn't know what he was talking about. I said you know what I'll just go to the supervisor to get some clarification of this.

I walked into her office and said to her I'm going to keep it real with you. I was told that the white folks were complaining about me having a body odor. She said so nonchalantly, noo they meant your breath. She said there were a few that mentioned to me last week about your breath and I said you never bother to come mentioned to me about the situation? She said nonchalantly again, I didn't think it was a big deal we all have bad breath every now and then. And she started to chuckle and had this smirk on her face. I told her with the most serious expression on my Face it's not funny and it's not a laughing matter. I wanted to get real niggerish and tell her some more things, but instead I walked out. She tried to kiss my ass and said she wasn't laughing at me, but I just kept walking. The next day I heard through the grapevine that pretty much everyone within the General Lab department including the guy that pulled me over to the side was talking about me. I said to myself he is a bitch and a half for that.

It wasn't the fact that I wasn't brushing my teeth, I brush my tongue gums and everything before I leave in the mornings. I think that when I would drink Dr. Sebi Bromide Plus in my smoothies it would give my breath a certain smell. For my readers that have been taking his bitter tonics know what I'm talking about. So now, I just bring a small bottle of Listerine and put it in my bag when I come to work. It does hurt though to have coworkers conversing with you and then behind closed doors talk SHIT about you! They are so CADDY it's not even funny!

Meanwhile, a couple of days ago, I received a call from the second specialist that I had my CD4 and Viral load checked almost a couple of weeks ago. She called and told me that I need to come into the office whenever I get the chance. I asked her what happened. She said part of my lab results it showed that for Chlamydia it came back as indeterminate. I really didn't know what that really meant so I did some research. That meant that it's neither positive nor negative, but they treat it as if it's positive. So immediately, during my lunch break, I told her I'll swing on by after work. When I got there, She said she wants to give me this Antibiotic called Azithromycin. And submit another Urine sample to test again it is two pink pills that are 500 mg each which makes it 1000 mg with just that one treatment to cure that STD. Upon taking that medicine, my body was acting weird. I became hungry within 3 min after taking it. Then, about 10 min later, I started to feel nauseated like I wanted to vomit. I was like WTH! I had to go get me something to eat before I got sick. It helped a lot with the cramping and nauseated feeling, but of course afterwards I had a bowel movement.
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I am confused and appalled at the same time because the whole time since I found out that I had this disease, my initial primary care doctor as well as my first specialist didn't detect that I could possibly have other STD's. I asked my second specialist, but how could I possibly have Chlamydia? I haven't been sexually active in several months. But then, I held my tongue because I didn't tell her that I got tested at other sites because she would have known I lied about my past history on the new patient form. But those are questions that needs answers....I am going to put this one to the test. I went to a different Primary doctor on Tuesday for the warts situation before this second specialist appointment sooooo therefore, it should say the same thing at the Primary doctor site as well not unless it was a false positive for Chlamydia when they let me know my blood work lab results next week although, I've already received treatment from the second specialist. The second specialist said my CD4 and Viral Load results are not ready yet because of the Christmas Holidays which caused the delay. But how is it that some of my results like the Chlamydia STD test were ready, but not the HIV test???
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I'm wondering if it was the HIV test instead that was INDETERMINATE??????? Which is causing them to double check the results for further testing causing the delays. I'm not sure, that's why I'm glad I have a couple of Primary doctors on the side for second opinions. She said she should have the results on this coming Tuesday and she's going to call me. According on what's said I am going to place an order on one of Dr. Sebi's package next week. I've been relying on just the Bio Ferro Tonic for about a week now.

This morning when I got up, I went on the app to really search for the person that gave this SPELL of a disease to ME. LO and Behold, I found the guy.. How I knew it was the guy because I remember his face and on his profile it says positive this TIME, I was appalled!!!! I took several snap shots off of my phone......






He was the only one on the app that I had two or three sexual encounters consistently once every week back earlier this year. I started feeling sick around May. The last time I had a negative test was between March and the end of April that doesn't mean I didn't have it then. It takes time for the Antibodies of HIV to get in your system... So I asked some questions




Then, he text and said WHO IS THIS? which my profile as you can see has a blank profile picture. I said I was the guy that came by such and such place and when did you found out and Why didn't you say anything. It pissed me off because he lied and deceived me he said he was positive since January.... So not only he knew he was positive and had unprotected sex with me without a condom without telling me, but he didn't even bother to take the prescription meds to decrease the chances of me getting it!!! I want to FIGHT and do some serious damage to him so BAD!!!





I said we chat on two apps including Jack'd and Plenty of Fish which I deleted Plenty of Fish a long time ago and you never disclosed your status in either one about you being Undetectable or Positive. He kept apologizing, but he deceived and lied!!! Now, you want to have POSITIVE on your profile. The way I feel right now, I really want to kill this BITCH ASS NIGGA!! My intution told me to stop talking to him which I did because something just didn't sit right with me but apparently, it was TOO late!!!

To All my readers, I wanted to give a little proof from this morning... Please don't fall victim to these traps not just using apps but people in general when it comes to SEX because Apologizing may give a sense of peace mentally, but it still doesn't justify that you have to spend so much money and go through this SHIT.....


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