Rest in Power Dr. Sebi the Alpha and Omega!

Today was a gloomy and rainy day. I woke up and did the usual, I took my herb treatments and went on about my day. I am still in training on my new job and its a lot of information to retain at the hospital. I think I'm learning pretty quickly on how to receive the patients sample into the system so that was a plus. The downfall this morning, I try to schedule an appointment with a different specialist for updated lab results and couldn't get through, but on the bright side, It was time for breakfast and temptation of wanting to go downstairs and get a Chick-Fil-A biscuit was calling my name. My job has great food and variety of delicious items, who would have thought a hospital would have so many non-nutritional food however, I resisted the urge. I stayed in the break room and instead ate a banana and drunk some water. Then, when lunch time came I ate Mustard Green, Asparagus, 4 little shrimps and a piece of fish and green apple. After work, I ate a piece of banana and drunk my banana, kale, mango, and bromide plus smoothie and that was it today. Don't judge me, Dr. Sebi stated in one of his interviews that anything green wont hurt you, however some green vegetables want give you any nutritional value.

Speaking of Dr. Sebi, I miss this feisty witty man that help shaped a cure this sick world. I couldn't go this month without acknowledging this superb herbalist. This month is Dr. Sebi's birthday month and in return his office in California decided to have a promotional 15% offer off of his products not packages off of DrSebisCellFood.com. (I am not affiliated with getting paid off of any sales or advertising of his products) I bought a few of his Bio Ferro Tonics last week as well as this week with the purchase of his book Seven Days in Usha Village which shows the diagnostics sheets of him curing HIV just to take advantage of this offer.    

Now as a Sebian, or one who has been following Dr. Sebi and watching his lectures we all know he consistently states that he doesn't read nor write books lol Which I found intriguing, how is it that someone who has never been to school better yet have any sort of honorary degrees could cure this sick nation that we live? "Common sense," I believe is what Dr. Sebi would have said. He always referenced exploring nature as a steam engineer and exploring with herbs to determine the PH of how electrical the herbs and the mechanism of how the body works through experience that's what separates Dr. Sebi from the physicians and doctors. Why? because he was able to experience first hand when he was fasting while he was obese, impotent, schizophrenic, and had Diabetes. He was cured by all of these ailments. Most doctors and physicians have never had any type of  ailments a day in their life so in return they don't know the real underlying cause of why patients are really sick which is when the mucous membrane is compromised. They are only trained by textbooks to treat disease not cure it there is no money in cures America is just a wicked and greedy country.

I can go own and own about Dr. Sebi because he has accomplished so much while he was on this earth and even now after he has transitioned. I wanted to meet him so bad last year when he was lecturing in different cities in the United States. His methodology to me makes sense, you have to detoxify the body of mucous from the colon, skin, blood, and lymphatic system which makes up the Immune system which HIV targets to bring the body back to an alkaline state. After all, this is a man that beat the NY Supreme Court and FDA and won when he proved he cured AIDS and many other diseases by bringing in NOT one, NOT two, but 70 plus witnesses. He was really one step ahead of the FDA. Why weren't the prosecutors prepared for this case? It's Simple and I'm going to call it like it is he was a black man! America just does not expect us especially black men including myself to be well educated and so knowledgeable and when they do they feel threaten and want to take you Out! I'm going to leave it right there. My Readers read between the lines and connect the dots seriously!     Here is a click of the great Dr. Sebi spitting knowledge he always tells it like it is without sugarcoating anything:

Dr. Sebi (Must See) May 2016 video by Abelardo Guerrero

Challenge, Challenge, Challenge!

Good Evening everyone, I took a few days off from writing been going through it emotionally just sitting back thinking about life. I woke up this morning took my herb treatments around 5 am and went to work at the hospital as usual and cheated a little bit. I may eat one bad thing that's not on the nutritional guide for the past few days which was a Chick-Fil-A biscuit. For the rest of today, I had a banana, avocado, applesauce, and a green apple. I just sometimes think about the what if's. What if I'm not cured in December? I feel pretty good, I just be slacking with my eating sometimes.  Yesterday and today, I wrote on Queen Selah's blog to ask her a few question about searching for another specialist being that my initial specialist wants me to come back within 3 months that's just to long for me. She basically gave me the answer that I was dying to hear by lying to them if they ask me if I was referred to their facility or if they don't ask to say I was just recently diagnosed and in urgent need to find out my viral load and CD4 count although I've been diagnosed in August.

I want to give myself at least a month and a couple of weeks to see my lab results. She made a good point the FDA and doctors lie to us all the time, and I said why not do it vice versa. She really answered a lot of questions that I wanted to know today to help me facilitate my healing journey. I feel that she is drawing near with answering questions about her journey and how she cured herself. I could totally understand that, at the end of the day she has to move on with her life and she has a son to raise she can't continuously answer questions forever, but whatever she does decide to do I will never forget her Heaven Sent blog and Dr. Sebi's teachings and how it has helped me changed my life. Even when I was HIV Negative, I have never felt this good For Instance, last year I was slightly anemic and felt real sick. Now, I'm not anemic anymore because all of the Iron tonic herbs that I've been taking.

I also told Queen, that I am going to help carry her legacy as well as Dr. Sebi's legacy and that she helped inspired me to write my blog, whenever she wishes to no longer visit her blog anymore the readers can view my blog and ask me any questions that they may have as well as me answering any questions the readers may have on her blog. She told me to keep writing and that's what I am going to try and do when I'm emotionally stable because I do have my days when I don't feel like writing, but I will try my best to push myself to do it. Tomorrrow, I will try to start fresh again and go to war.

Dr. Sebi's All Inclusive Package #2 November 2016

On November 8, 2016, was my appointment to go to the specialist. I did the daily routine as always checked in with the receptionist and went into the back of the office for a follow up with the specialist. I'm just so tired of having anxiety to see the outcome of how things are working out concerning this death trap. The specialist came in and asked me how was I feeling after starting treatment. I said I feel pretty good no side effects other than being super tired and eating a lot. He initially said, well I can have you come back in 6 months. I said that's too long and he switched it to 3 months instead so that would make it sometime in February to come back for a follow up. To me that's a long time too, I'm looking to be cured by then. I would have to find another specialist in the meanwhile to keep monitoring my viral load and CD4.

After I was dismissed, I had blood drawn to see my outcome results from the prescription medication and Dr. Sebi's products. It took about a week for me to see my results, I had them send my lab results to my FollowmyHealth online portal and it was a huge improvement. My initial CD4 count was 392 now it's 525 which is within the normal range. My viral load was initially 95,000 copies now its 40 copies. My mouth dropped because that means that I am close to being cured, I have to really wind down and be real serious with my eating by following the Nutritional Guide.  On November 12, 2016, I received my second All Inclusive Therapeutic Package this time I placed my order with a different consultant name Norma she was real nice just like her coworker Alda and sent me her email because she's anxious to see how things are working out for me during this healing process. On November 14, 2016 I have decided to discontinue taking the HIV medicine. I want to go fully Sebi from now on because although there was a big improvement in my lab results I still could have done better with my diet. To my readers out there, I wouldn't advise anyone to discontinue their prescription medication I am not a doctor, I'm just doing what I think would be best for me to heal. Ever since I have stopped taking my medication, my diet has improved a lot better I'm eating about 90% off of the nutritional guide. My customized All Inclusive package is pretty much the same as the first one except this time they added Chelation 1 tonic which is the most nastiest product in my opinion on his treatment regimen. Dr. Sebi Products is definitely making some improvements in my skin it's becoming real bright and clear.






Now, I have to figure out a list of specialist to see, I said that I am going to give myself about a month to get blood drawn or until I'm winding down on my products. That would be the best Christmas gift to me if I am cured in December. I am going to try and fast for a few weeks by eating approved fruits and vegetables and taking that 92 mineral Bromide Plus powder, but it's a challenge because my new job at the hospital my coworker keeps offering me food. I don't want to tell her no because I don't want her to think that I'm being rude, but I know I have to keep fighting the urge to put not approved foods in my body. As of right now, I am on day 14 of taking the All Inclusive Package. All I want to hear and see on that lab diagnostic sheet is the word Negative or no traces of the virus in my system.

Dr. Sebi's All Inclusive Package Oct. 2016

The All Inclusive Package really requires a lot of preparation. I had to really embrace myself with creating my schedule with taking my regimens to make it convenient for me to take especially before work. Here is a list of my schedule of taking the products, each tally mark is approximately how many days each of the products last according to its directions morning and pm.

As you can see there are some products added that are different than the $375 Support package and that includes:

Banju: This tonic was made to stimulate the brain and central nerve system. Banju has shown to be extremely effective for children diagnosed with Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (A.D.H.D.) ( Tonic 2 tsp A.M. & P.M.)

Iron Plus: Iron Plus offers enhanced iron-rich nourishment for the blood, brain and central nervous system. Is designed to fight inflammation, purify and strengthen the entire system (Tonic 2 tsp A.M.& P.M.)

Fucus: A natural diuretic. Flushes excess stagnant fluid from the body; removing dead cells and promoting healthy skin. High magnesium, calcium, phosphate, and other minerals. (Tonic 2 tsp A.M & P.M./ 3 Capsules A.M. & P.M.)  

Testo: Testo improves sexual responsiveness, increases virility and a healthy amount of blood flow to the male genitalia (4 capsules daily)

Green Food Plus: Multi-Mineral formula made with herbs from Africa, offering chlorophyll rich food for the entire body. Promotes overall good health and nourishment. Addresses the heart, brain, central nervous system and blood. (4 capsules daily) 

Bio Ferro Capsules: work the same as the tonic effective blood nourisher and purifier (3 capsules A.M. & P.M.) 

Lupulo: breaks up inflammation, relieves pain, and calms the nervous system. (1/2 tsp 3 times a day)

The other rest of the products are pretty much what I've already posted on the $375 package. During the month of October, it's been more controllable with me having bowel movements. I don't have to go as much as I did with the Support package. I asked one of the consultants that work at Dr. Sebi office is that normal they said yes pretty much your body is getting immune to the herbs as well as the herb is still cleaning your body. They kept telling me to still follow the nutritional guide. Well, my hiv medication was prescribed to me it wasn't Genvoya it was a generic version called Stribild. I began taking it Oct. 10th in conjunction with the All Inclusive Package. Let me tell you guys my diet was so horrible because I was consistently hungry. I would eat about 2 or 3 hours ago and continue to be hungry I never experience this feeling before. It was consistent like that for about 3 weeks. I was eating almost a whole box of Krispy Cream Donuts, 10 Lemon Loaf Cakes, and a whole box of pizza. I was eating like someone that was high off of Marijuana, I said this is really not normal. Could it be the Stribild medicine causing me to eat so poorly by constantly being hungry? I never had any bad side effects from the medicine, but constant fatigue. My next doctors appointment was coming up and I was so anxious to find out my results despite my 50% alkaline and 50% acidic diet something really has to give if I want to be healed. I'm spending to much money on these herbs to go to waste all though I feel real good eating like this is the ultimate no no!

October 2016

On October 5, 2016, was my next doctor's appointment with the specialist. I walked into the office checked in with the receptionist and waited for my name to be called. I walked into the room in the back and waited 30 minutes for the specialist. When he finally came in the room he read my results to me he said my viral load was 95,000 and my CD4 was 392. After finding out my baseline results, I wanted to panic so bad because, I was not expecting my viral load to be so high. I was happy that my CD4 count wasn't 200 and under anything under that is considered AIDS, however, that viral load number scared the shit out of me! The specialist gave me two options to do a clinical trial test meaning not starting HIV treatment right away just constantly monitoring my progress every week or two weeks to use me sort of like a guinea pig or lab rat for their experiment (Hell No that's Out!) or start treatment right away and check my progress every month or every 3 months after improvement with treatment. I chose the second option and he prescribed me with the HIV medication Genvoya. He told me to come back November 8, 2016 to see how well I respond to treatment.

As I walked out of the doctor's office, I really became overwhelmed, but then I realized that I started Dr. Sebi's product a few days before I had blood drawn for my baseline test last month plus I feel super good. I know my viral load numbers are a little bit lower than that now. Since my viral load was initially high, I decided to take that acidic medicine for about a month to bring my numbers down some more. I went through so much hassle getting the medicine my father's insurance didn't cover the Genvoya medicine when I went to the Walgreens Pharmacy. So therefore, I had to fill out some paperwork which takes a few days to get everything processed to get special assistance to receive the free generic version of Genvoya every month. I was just so ready to go home and lay down in my bed because that day was just too much for me. 

Later on that day, I also called Dr. Sebi's office being that I was pretty much out of my $375 therapeutic package. When taking his packages, it's best to be consistent to keep getting herbs into your system until the disease is reversed. When I called I spoke to a very kind consultant name Alda she is very personable and genuine. To me she is the true epitome of a nurturing women that Dr. Sebi always talks about in his lectures on YouTube because Dr. Sebi believes that women are the leaders he always reference that black women in Africa in the Jungles or his grandmother raising him. I'll talk more in depth about Dr. Sebi later on in my blog. I decided to take it up a notch, I decided to order the $1,500 therapeutic package. This package provides the highest saturation rate and is more potent than the $375. The more potent the package the faster the cleansing and healing result. Alda told me that they were pretty much out of stock with all the products I could see why his products are not just any mediocre herbs. She asked to provide my telephone number and email address to let me no a few days when they'll be in stock. These herbs are shipped from the Honduras so I know it'll take a few days for them to arrive. So a few days passed by she called and emailed me that they were back in stock with the products for the All Inclusive Package, I used my credit card to purchase them. At the very top is a picture of my order receipt of all of the customized products for the All Inclusive package.

September 2016

Yes! between August 31st and September 1st I received my Dr. Sebi's $375 Therapeutic Package. I began taking it in the evening as soon as it arrived to my house. The products that came within the package includes:

CHELATION 2:

Removes toxins, acids, and mucus. Increasing bowel movements to 3-6 times daily. (2 capsules A.M. & P.M.) One of the most potent products that I was told by the consultant that I spoke with

BROMIDE PLUS:

Multi-mineral powder to prepare nourishing shakes and teas. For the bones, thyroid and glands, bad breath, pulmonary illnesses, respiratory issues, coughs, dysentery, dissolves fat, natural diuretic, calms the appetite, for digestion, ulcers, regulates bowels, obesity, skin, kidney and heart disease. High in zinc and calcium. (Qty 1)

LYMPHALIN:

Removes masses of calcification throughout the body. Lymphalin is rich in natural mineral gold which is essential to the body and aids in the break-up of calcification. (3 capsules A.M. & P.M.)

VIENTO:

An energizer, cleanser, and revitalizer. Viento offers oxygen-rich iron to the brain, central nervous system and the lymphatic system. It also addresses the kidneys and respiratory system. Combats the craving for addictive substances. (4 capsules Daily)

BIO FERRO:

Blood nourisher and purifier. Contains herbs that are high in iron phosphate and other minerals that nourish and strengthen the entire system. (Tonic/Liquid form) (2 tbsp/30 ml A.M. & P.M.)

After about 15-30 min. taking these combinations of different Dr. Sebi's Cell Food Products this, was me running back and forth to the restroom about 10 plus times a day at home and work for about two weeks it was super exhausting. At times, it was so uncontrollable, I had a little bowel movement accident at home before making it to the toilet smh. Dr. Sebi products are no joke it does exactly what it says I knew I had so much toxins built up in me because on average I had bowel movements about once a week which is not normal at all. 



   

To be quite honest, my diet was not the best when I was taking the package it was about 60% alkaline and 40% acidic. For any disease to be reverse it's best to be consistent with an alkaline diet by following the nutritional guide located on Dr.Sebicellfood.com as well as purchase his herbs products or packages. I was eating at some of my favorite food restaurants like Chick-fil-A, Checkers and Rally's, and Domino's Pizza which is the ultimate no because dairy products like cheese is mucous best friend in the body and is not conductive for healing! When I was on track with my eating, I would make a kale, banana, mango smoothie in my Nutribullet during the morning or at night as well as making a salad with cucumbers, green peppers, red onions, and plum tomatoes with a side of avocado to substitute meat. 

On September 5th, was my appointment to see the infectious disease specialist. I went to the receptionist and filled out some paperwork to get registered in, Since I was a new patient my co-pay was $50 for the first visit.  When I went in the back room in the office, the specialist took about 10-15 minutes to come and see me. He was going over some basic questions on how I contracted the disease and said there wasn't a cure (In my mind I'm saying yeah right maybe not in the pharmaceutical world) he was also saying what to expect like checking my CD4 count which is a measurement to see how my immune system is functioning as well as checking my viral load the amount of hiv in my blood. He told me it would take about a month to decide what medication after they perform genotype testing to make sure I'm not resistant to the drug for treatment. The specialist asked me am I taking any other prescriptions. I said no however, I'm taking herbs, he said don't waste your money on that stuff we don't too much believe in holistic medicine. In the back of my mind, I'm saying yall not curing shit! All you guys are doing is treating and masking the disease making money off of people and prescribing these poisonous ass prescriptions! On the way out the phlebotomist drew my blood to get a baseline of my results and he and the specialist said see you next month Oct 5th.  

In the middle of Sept 15-18th I flew out on a 4 day mini vacation to Las Vegas to meet my college best friend that we had planned since earlier this year, before I became positive. Despite me not really wanting to go because I've been down and trying to keep focus with healing myself, I pushed myself to go because I had already spent so much money for the flight and hotel room located on the strip. We had a great time I haven't seen her in person ever since we graduated in 2014. We went out to eat, to the club, and took tons of pictures as usual like last year when we went to the Bahamas. Everything was going smooth on the trip, until that morning, I received a call from my dad when I woke up at the hotel in Vegas. He called and said that a confidential letter came in the mailbox back at home where I grew up not where I currently reside now. I had a general idea what the letter was about but didn't want him all in my business.You guys don't know that shit scared the hell out of me because none of my family members know about my status and keep in mind that I'm under my fathers insurance! So I'm guessing, when I went to the Infectious Disease Specialist the health department people was able to track my home address down. He asked me should he open the letter I said, "NO" he said Why? I said because it says confidential you wouldn't want me to open your mail if it said that and he got a little irate and said, "I don't like this shit you need to have your mail forwarded to where you are located if you don't want me to open it." And that was that, he left the situation alone and mailed it to me without opening it. 

August 2016

On August 28, 2016, that day was another obstacle that I had to face, I wasn't in the mood at all to go to work after my diagnosis and I was just so ready to quit. I'm a hard worker and the coordinators know my work ethics are great, however, I wasn't there mentally and physically at all. I know the company is closing down and all however, they were giving me way too much tasks for one person to complete. For instance, pulling samples from those cold ass -80 degree freezers that my hands were freezing numb and lifting heavy boxes with samples to put on the dolly to be shipped out. I always manage to have the strength even when I'm not feeling well or                                                                                         going through something terrible.

So later on that evening, it was time for my 45 min lunch break, I went out to my car in the parking garage sat in and turned on the radio to gather my thoughts of how I was going to break the news to my college best friend. We always confide with each other with our problems in everyday life even when we were in school together. She is the only one that I told about my status, I haven't told any one in my family about my status and I'm not planning on doing so let alone they don't even know about my alternative lifestyle. They are very judgmental and I minus well prepare for my funeral if that ever were to happen. I called her and stumbled upon my words before telling her, I said I'm positive she was in disbelief when I broke the news to her. She was asking basic questions on how I caught it and said I needed to tell somebody preferably my family, I said that's not happening she said what about a counselor I said no to that as well, I told her counselors are only going to make me feel worse and content with having this disease. They mostly go off of philosophy or textbooks rather then express their own personal experience or problems in life. I know my friend means well and was concerned about my well being, but I don't think that's the best thing for me right now.

The next day Aug. 29th was my doctors appointment that I scheduled immediately to have blood drawn with my Primary Care Physician (I've always been on my fathers insurance until I could get some stability on a job) just to confirm my status before they could refer me to an Infectious Disease Specialist. For the most part, the staffs were pretty friendly, one of the Medical Assistants was a little irritating to me she was a black girl that took my vitals and saw how worried I looked. She was assuring me I'll be fine and I need to tell somebody in my family about my status because they'll be my biggest supporters. I said that's not happening and I also said I'm going to cure myself and get rid of this she basically disregarded what I was saying and thought I was insane and speaking a foreign language when I said that. I just walked out of the office that day with my head held high because I knew this would be one of the many challenges that I would have to face.

Just Another Challenging Day

Today, has been another daily challenge road in my life waking up every morning with this disease known as the dreadful three letter words H.I.V. My life has not been the same ever since I found out on Aug. 26th 2016.

On that Friday morning, my intuition told me to go to the HIV testing site because I remembered back in May a day after my birthday, I wasn't feeling well and vomiting nonstop and having constant diarrhea, I always questioned myself did I have this disease since then? I thought I caught a stomach virus or maybe it was something bad that I ate that was the only time I really experienced any harsh symptoms. The only symptoms I had since then before being tested was chronic headache every now and then and not much of an appetite

So, I drove to the testing site walked in and the receptionist gave me a form to fill out my information as well as a petition to sign, I believe it was to sign against the state for not wanting to have governmental assistance for hiv medication and etc. I thought to myself at the time why are they giving me this petition sheet to fill out this was just an indication of what I call a negative symbolic feeling before I was tested. The phlebotomist took out the hiv testing kit and pricked my finger it had to have been less than 10 min and he asked, "When was the last time I was tested? I said March here at this testing site and April in the lab at my primary care physician both tests were negative. Then, he gave me a pity look and said well I'm sorry ,but this time you tested positive and he showed me the two dots/lines.

My mouth dropped, I kept saying things like its no way are you serious, I was extremely worried and remained sane. At that point, I went deaf and left out of the room, one of the consultants was trying to console me and give me his business card. He said he had hiv for about 15 years and he's doing fine and taking medication it's no need to worry. That's when I knew right then and there I couldn't talk to a counselor because they would make me feel complacent of having this disease I'm not trying to treat hiv I'm trying to eradicate it. He also was telling me about the Ryan White Foundation and that I needed to schedule an appointment to submit a copy of my pay stubs to get medication and assistance to start treatment. At that time, I was working a temporary job in the lab and I didn't have any insurance. I said when is the closest appointment I could schedule he said September 14, I said that is too long and the process for that is going to take forever I never went.


I drove back home in silence and remembered this great healer that I researched back in 2015 Dr. Sebi that cured all diseases known to mankind. I called the office located in California that same day of my Aug. 26th diagnosis and started off ordering the $375 therapeutic package his cell food products really flushes out your system because its targeting and purifying each cell throughout your body. I'll post the description of the products later on in my blog. When I got home, I just laid down in my room depressed for a couple of days and listened to music. I got on the computer went on Google to do some research on cures from Dr. Sebi that's when I came across Queen Selah and how she was cured from the virus. I became an avid reader every single day since August and if you go on her blog you would see a lot of my posts are on her blog of me asking a lot of questions starting off anonymous and then created my blogger name and she responded so quickly than I expected. She is so strong and a great mother/Queen to her son and she feels like a long time friend that I have connected with in person just reading her entire blog. Hopefully, I am able to meet her one day when I'm cured. She is the one that motivated me to write this blog today because otherwise I wouldn't have done it.

How I contracted HIV:

I am going to keep it short and simple being naive and promiscuous by using a hookup app called Jack'd to meet or link up with gay, bisexual, and curious men. I was practicing some risky sexual behaviors and not being cautious like I should have. I'm mostly a homebody so I would use the app out of boredom. Since my diagnosis, I have deleted the app off of my phone.