Day#89 (Think before Speaking!)

On yesterday Friday morning, I didn't sleep at all and was extremely exhausted at work to the point that I was dozing off and falling asleep during the meeting. So when I came home from work, I fell asleep and didn't get up until 11 pm.

Everything has been pretty exhausting to me lately...

I have been saying for the past couple of weeks that I was contemplating on whether or not I should take a break from writing for awhile, or permanently because a lot of crazy things have been happening the past month of June. I had a premonition that something was going to happen, I just wasn't for certain when it was going to be. That's why some days I would write and other days like last week I stopped writing for 4 consecutive days. Well exactly, what I had a premonition about came true. About 5 days ago, the guy that I have been telling you guys about that cured himself from HIV/HERPES that's on Instagram (I don't even want to say his name anymore and give him the satisfaction) text me trying to get me to buy more herbs from him, but he has been trying to do it on the slick side.

When I mean on the slick side he has been texting me about every single day since the beginning when I reached out to him that one time on Instagram. Ever since reaching out to him that one time, I never once texted him first again, I really didn't. Damn near my whole life, when I would always ask people for stuff or a favor (which is very rare) they always expect something back in return or have an ulterior motive. Well, he sent me a message and was saying things like he was going to start charging people more for his combination of herbs because he feels like people have been very unappreciative and I was supposedly blessed for the reasonable price he charged me for his herbs.

At the time when he was texting me this, I was talking on the phone with my college best friend that I mentioned before. So then about 20 minutes later, this "NINJA" (You guys really know the word I really want to call him but those are slave words) had the audacity to tell me that he guess I'm one of the ungrateful ones and GOD BLESS, obviously I don't need him. First of all, how am I being ungrateful?? When I purchased your herb which was only one that was put in a zip lock bag powdered form. I believed used in Chelation 1 putting myself at risk  because I would have thought since you used to have "This Spell of a Disease", you would have had enough decency to give this thing what we call privacy and not violate HIPAA LAWS. How am I being ungrateful?? How unprofessional to not make the herb in Capsules, Tonics, nor create any labels. Not only that I put myself at risk again, but I displayed your name and Instagram username for people to contact you to buy herbs because you wanted clientele on my blog.Then, had the nerve to tell me I hope you finish those herbs I gave you because I got nothing more for you.

Really that's a joke I could care less because this coming week I'm going to resume back to taking Dr. Sebi Cell Food herbs.

I never text him then nor this morning when he text me. This boy is "DEMENTED" and something in his head is not right he acts like he is bipolar. I was in utter disbelief, with what I saw a couple of hours later on Instagram that day after I got off the phone, but I never said anything. He was in the post office showing a video of the mail of people's names and addresses

My Jaw dropped, my heart sink, and I became nauseated. WHY?? because what I saw in that video was an invasion of my privacy. Now, I told him from Day 1 via Face time when we first chatted that I am a very discreet and private person and none of my family members know that I have this disease. Wouldn't you think that would ring a bell?? Obviously not, I am so serious when I say that not everyone can read between the lines or have enough common sense or choose not to. I just didn't think he gave a damn?

Why? because he is desperate!! My intuition has been telling me that he is trying to capitalize off of me so whenever I'm cured he wants to take credit for it and I refuse to let that happen. Like he never gave Queen Selah any credit for taking snapshots and using information off of her blog. Which I have a problem with that. I believe I mentioned Queen name to him before when he sent me the snapshots of herbs, but he acted like he was disregarding what I was saying. Why I said that you see I'm a very analytical person I think and listen before I speak and I listen to subtle hints of a possibility of betrayal in the long run. Remember I told you guys that he told me he sees something different in me. He really meant that he sees that I have ambition and drive.

You see he is one of those type of people that is very manipulative and controlling when he doesn't get his way. He is one of those type of people that he would extort you for money in any way as possible with your deepest darkest secrets or what was texted between you and him that's the oldest trick in the book because anything written serves as documentation as evidence versus face to face that's if the conversation is not audio recorded. For instance, what I saw on Instagram about a month ago that he posted was some snapshots of text messages of an argument between he and his girlfriend and many other people. My heart really goes out to his girlfriend it really does, she looks very stressed out dealing with his shenanigans. I didn't really think anything of it then, I kind of brushed it off. But then earlier this week that was the last straw, when he also sent snapshots on Instagram of what was discussed between the people he was distributing the herbs to.

He talks too damn much and posts every damn thing for me on the camera always trying to get his 15 minutes of fame. I don't post anything on Instagram and can count the amount of photos I have, quite frankly, I would have never even created an account if it wasn't for a course in college that I had to do a project for. I don't even have a snap chat..

No one didn't tell you to quit your day job acting like you was Dr. Sebi by distributing and selling herbs knowing that you have financial obligations to pay your rent. If you are going to do that at least have a plan of action. Dr. Sebi had a plan of action when he quit his day job as a steam engineer to practice his craft with herbs and began owning his own businesses and healing center. So don't be hitting my line for me to continue buying herbs to fill that void with your obligations and responsibilities. I told him Day 1 that I mostly needed help mentally (Not Herbs) to continue being consistent with the diet off of the Nutritional Guide and sending me motivational quotes, which he has been doing, however I don't really think it was sincere. He didn't tell me until later, after I bought herbs from him as far as what foods to consume more of specifically off the Nutritional Guide which was mostly "Green Vegetables" and fruits every now and then mostly in the mornings to Reverse HIV Quickly. But I said mostly "Green Vegetables" which I wrote on my blog a few months ago, before talking to him because it has the same molecular structure as Human Blood. I just needed confirmation, which most of us hate consuming vegetables a lot of times, but Green Vegetables have Chlorophyll which I learned in school through photosynthesis from the sunlight that helps gives it the rich green color.


I went on Instagram this morning to check and see if he still have those videos of the addresses and names and snapshots and text messages, I saw where he removed it off of his page. I don't know if he was told to do so by someone, but still that's besides the point. Why? because once he put it out there on his page anyone can still take snapshots off of their phone, save it to their hard drive on their computer and phone, or flash drive there are so many different avenues to store data on devices these days. I'm pretty sure someone is probably saving information off of my blog now as we speak or in the past have done so, that's why I try to be very cautious of what I say. I don't have time to be texting him and getting myself in a "Catch 22" situation and even on this blog. I have decided to remove myself from that situation and him asap. I have been private and secretive about my personal life for 15 years, and it doesn't bother me like some people.. I damn sure am not going to let anyone jeopardize that now, unless I do so myself. You got me all the way fucked up! I'm still playing everything by ear because it has been a lot of weird shit happening in June. Not to be an asshole, but this just goes to show that you don't need to be a genius to cure yourself of HIV/HERPES if he can do it we should be able to do it too. On the bright side, I am thankful that I was able to see in person someone that was cured of HIV/Herpes using Dr. Sebi's methods. If I do continue writing this blog there are some things that I am going to have to omit discussing, definitely pertaining to family, the guy off of Instagram, and a few other things I can't think of right now to not put myself at risk. For me to not sleep at all Friday morning, before work that was very abnormal, and the last thing I need is stress and lack of sleep because sleep is conductive in healing.